have u ever?

have u ever thought who u really are as a person?have u ever thought what people may perceive u?have u ever thought that life ur life now is wat u ve been predicting since u knew how the word goodbye family hello world?
I hve....i have always wonder my existence can or wil make a difference in anybody's life.when i was young i wondered whether d ones i knew could remember my name.it is an astonishing thing when someone says she remembers me.even niw i stil wonder wat my hubby is thinking marrying me n all n trust me with his happiness.m i capable of giving someone happiness?
Life sometimes really funny.when u think it's wrong it can b right.when u think something is bad it can
n be like it's d best that can happen.is it wrong to let my mind wander all over d place?this hana's mom is one confused lady!

So m i really saying here?i m darn sleepy lets sleep hehe what i m saying here is if im always second guessing myself anybody can too which makes us HUMANs kan?in i m actually a pretty normal person.

bad dreams

i had a dream.actually lots.last nite was scary.i dreamt i parked a car with hana in it n left her alone in d car.to make matter worse i parked at a beach.i didnt know y i thought i could leave hana sleeping alone in d car.it was raining heavily d water riose i couldnt get to hana on time. D car submerged in water i screamed.my hubby appeared n we went 2 d car 2 c n all we saw d car was empty.a person brought hana i was hysterical.some1 saved my baby.suddenly i was awaken by d subuh azan.i look 2 my rite.there she was,sleeping safe n sound.i could stil feel d panic from my dream.alhamdulillah it was just a dream.a bad dream.