happy new year?

wadehel? did i? i do? really? wassamater wit me?

i know...i havent updated my blog due to very obvious circumstances...e.g. laziness, lazy...lazy ness...lazyful...lazy..minded...lazy eyed...lazy handed...lazy thoughts.

eshk3x...

y do people blog anyways?

today, d prince n d now princess are married...may the marriage intacts till the end of time...it was a beautiful wedding since i most tv channels aired d event.Hana has grown a bit n she is very cute and clever...but d old habit of crying without any apparent reasons still there...she cries when she wants to announce her feelings..hmmm cant wait for her to talk coz i do believe she will be babbling at me due to her dissatisfaction with me LOL..

ok...i pray and wish, hana will always be her...less crying would be nice hehe..nonetheless she's all that i want in a daughter..she's like d daughter i never had...:)

happy new year 2011

happy new year everybody!

When we talk abt new year we couldnt help but to relate to resolutions,right?and s always we will make them,even tho
we'll say this year we will not make any resolutions,but that is also called a resolutions. I dun call mine reolutions, i called them vision. The self vision for 2011 is be a successful person. Missions
a)be more resourceful mommy
b)keep updated with old frens new frens, everyone
c)be more effective teacher
d)of course a smart wife
e)more patient daughter
f)write more hehe

i would also like to wish all my frens May year 2011 brings joy and happiness. Whatever u do just think of whether it will make u feel happy. With that, lets all geared up for d challenges especially when u have a new principal like mine.

U can shit on me anytime baby!

It's been an early nite drama when our baby-hana tried to do her biznez s usual but couldnt coz tonite she was really constipated.aiyo so kesian to see her like that.i tried to help but failed in doing so,so i cried with her.gosh i could see d stool but it just wouldnt come out.arghhhhh..........then i was d 1 who's constipated.we rushed to d paed that she used to but gedegang....there was d sign on d door saying, sorry we r closed from 20 dec to 29dec 2010.wth?y dontcha closed down for good.so mr daddy n mrs mommy went to mommy's favourite clinic n hana received her treatment.kesiannye after she got d plug,d butt plug, she managed 2 deliver her tin,greenish nugget to d world.in other word, in her diaper n while i was holding her.daddy came into d car n held his breaths asking didnt i smell that?i answered for me thats d sweetest smell in d world right now.i have never been so glad to see someone's poop. So, again, i thought to myself n now i say it loud to d world.hana darling, u can shit on me anytime honey bun.mommy welcomes it every single time. And u know what, she was fast asleep after her 'workout'.i guess she was really pooped out.argh kesiannye.she was so weak by the time we got to d clinic.but we r so glad things turned out for d better.we just couldnt imagine if things were more serious [knock on wood].
Dearest darling adik,mommy n daddy will always pray for ur wellness,happiness.please be healthy every second.coz mommy daddy love u so much

my 2 sen

wats on ur mind?wats in my mind?Serabut berpintal2 xx tau nk selesaikan mana dulu.oklah i go selesaikan masaslah n then blog tata!

have u ever?

have u ever thought who u really are as a person?have u ever thought what people may perceive u?have u ever thought that life ur life now is wat u ve been predicting since u knew how the word goodbye family hello world?
I hve....i have always wonder my existence can or wil make a difference in anybody's life.when i was young i wondered whether d ones i knew could remember my name.it is an astonishing thing when someone says she remembers me.even niw i stil wonder wat my hubby is thinking marrying me n all n trust me with his happiness.m i capable of giving someone happiness?
Life sometimes really funny.when u think it's wrong it can b right.when u think something is bad it can
n be like it's d best that can happen.is it wrong to let my mind wander all over d place?this hana's mom is one confused lady!

So m i really saying here?i m darn sleepy lets sleep hehe what i m saying here is if im always second guessing myself anybody can too which makes us HUMANs kan?in i m actually a pretty normal person.

bad dreams

i had a dream.actually lots.last nite was scary.i dreamt i parked a car with hana in it n left her alone in d car.to make matter worse i parked at a beach.i didnt know y i thought i could leave hana sleeping alone in d car.it was raining heavily d water riose i couldnt get to hana on time. D car submerged in water i screamed.my hubby appeared n we went 2 d car 2 c n all we saw d car was empty.a person brought hana i was hysterical.some1 saved my baby.suddenly i was awaken by d subuh azan.i look 2 my rite.there she was,sleeping safe n sound.i could stil feel d panic from my dream.alhamdulillah it was just a dream.a bad dream.

kek vanila berkismis

ok folks, this is my first recipe for my RESIPI YANG BELUM TENTU MENJADI blog, which i m still finding time to start it...hehehe

..all right...ingredients
margarine 2-3 senduk nasi
sugar secukup rasa say 6--8 sudu kedekut
eggs 3, i used AAA size
vanilla essence 2 bottles
cake flour rose brand about 250g dalam 3 cups gitu but add or minus depends on the consistency of the batter la kan.
powdered milk secawan yang dah dibancuh air.
kismis sebanyak yang dihajati

methods
cream the margarine with the sugar until fluffy
crack the eggs, mix well
pour in the vanilla essence, milk, mix very well please
put in the cake flour, mix again..at this point u see la,if a bit dry pour in more liquid, if a bit watery add more flour.
after a few mins, pour into d cake tin which has been 'smothered' by butter of margarine..
level the mixture with a spatula...sprinkle the raisins as much as u want bebeh...
n put in the oven of 170 deg 30 mins which also depends on ur oven. ops don't forget to preheat yeah..say 10 mins before u put in the cake..
how to know it's all done, insertlah garpu ke, lidi ke, kot kebal, jari ke, if it comes out clean, it means...dah pun masak...

since it's my RESIPI YANG BELUM TENTU JADI...i wish u good luck!